Bird, Gloria. "Towards a Decolonization of the Mind and Text 1: Leslie Marmon Silko's "Ceremony"" Wicazo Sa Review, Vol 9, No. 2 Autumn 1993. University of Minnesota Press. 04 Jan. 2009
loria Bird’s article called, Toward a Decolonization of the Mind and Text 1: Leslie Marmon Silko’s “Ceremony,” Bird discusses her feelings of decolonization of her language and culture. She remembers a song that went along with a game. She knew the words and everything, but she felt like the song did not belong to her. Her feelings were the same when it came to her cultures language. She felt left out because she did not understand the language, so when her mother did not want her to hear something, she would speak in their Indian language.
Her mother believed that, “once the old people are gone, the songs, the stories, the knowledge will be lost” (Decolonization 1). Bird found herself in a double bind with the song, feeling as if she did not have the right to sing that song. She makes a reference to Leslie Silko’s, Ceremony. The first time that Tayo meets the medicine man, Ku’oosh, and as he speaks to Tayo, he is unable to understand fully what the medicine man is saying. Tayo feel embarrassed. This continues throughout Ceremony as Tayos’ grandmother makes Tayo aware that he is different and not a full-blooded Indian.
Both Leslie Marmon Silko’s Ceremony and Gloria Bird’s Towards Decolonization of the Mind and Text 1: Leslie Marmon Silko’s “Ceremony”, a topic that comes to mind is “the lie”, but not just the lie about the whites, but the lies and the deceptions of your own people. Tayo, a very sick solider of Word War II, had to cope with the colonization of the white people and also his “so called” best friend Emo.
Bird describes Tayo’s view of “the lie” as, “Tayo is employed to reject the internalization of negative typifications as he frees his cattle from the white man’s land debating whether or not to label the man a ‘thief’” (Decolonization 6). Here this is where Tayo begins to see through the lie and break out of the colonization, which has been embedded in his head for so long. Tayo and his people have been forced to think that they are the ones whom are to be thought of as the “thieves” and not the white people. In Ceremony, it is even admitted by Tayo that, “he had learned the lie by heart – the lie which they had wanted him to learn” (Ceremony 191). As the lie unfolds in the novel, Tayo cuts open the wire that help Josiah’s cattle which Tayo believes, finally, that those cattle did not rightfully belong to the white man. The cattle rightfully belonged to him now.
Emo, a troublemaker from the start of Ceremony, betrays Tayo with a plan to hunt him down and kill him. But once Tayo figures out the betrayal and runs away from all of his friends, as Harley then eventually takes the blame and has to face the consequences. “Tayo was halfway up the hill before he stopped: suddenly it hit him, in the belly, and spread to his chest in a single surge: he knew then that they were not his friends but had turned against him, and the knowledge left him hollow and dry inside, like the locust’s shell” (Ceremony 225). Not only has Tayo believed the lie about the whites, now he comes to find out all of his friends have turned on him.
Bird also shows a bit of betrayal by her family. She had always felt like she was “stealing” the language of her people. For example, her mother, “she spoke Indian around me only when she wanted to exclude me” (Decolonization 1). Also, at family gatherings, Bird would have no idea what her aunts and uncles were talking about because she had a lack of understanding of the language. Her family’s actions made her believe that she was unworthy of her language. She admits, “It seems I have lived under the weight of meaninglessness, the nadir of making meaning, of finding a way in the only language I know to reconnect something, as if to somehow jar the language out of the illusion of its impotence. Auntie did this same sort of thing to Tayo, when she did not fully accept him because he was mixed-blood.
The white man was perceived as a friend of the Indians, but everything belonged to them, no matter what it was. That was a lie. Emo tricked Tayo into trusting him as a friend. He lied to Tayo. Tayo’s life is full of deception and bridges burnt down. Bird is able to give examples from her own experiences as a child.
(Not too sure how to end this thought yet…)
